Upside Down and Backwards

I have been debating whether to post about what is happening in my life, but as I can't sleep anymore EVER, I decided what the hell. Post God damn it. So. I turned 36 on July 27th, and I left my husband almost 2 months ago. I will be 36 and divorced twice. Single mom again. But in reality, I have always been a single mom. I accept my failings in that department. I never let my husband really be a Dad to Kiri, but then he never tried very hard anyway.
Fuck.
Okay, I'm done talking about that.
Lets talk about funny, possibly gay Italian men visiting my Park and wanting me to be in their strange topless and oiled picture (they were topless and oiled, I was strictly following uniform standards and kept my shirt on). These incredibly funny, good looking Italian men were at the top of our road, and I happened to be getting off of a hike when they were taking pictures of themselves. They immediately accosted me to be in one of their pictures, and I relented. I talked with them for a good half hour and enjoyed every minute of it. A different funny German tourist took our picture and these guys were hugging me like I was their sister. I say sister because I do believe they were gay, or I just couldn't believe anyone, even strange Italian men, would flirt with my 36 year old self. They had rented a red 2007 Mustang for their vacation and were debating with me as to whether or not they could get to Bryce Canyon in 1 hour instead of the requisite 2. I had a great time.
And again a happy happy birthday to MissuzJ. You rock. I love you.
Now it is time to lay sleepless in my bed again. Goodnight.