Okay. Time and reality have altered and Jesus is once again on earth in the second coming, or some such, because I'm actually posting a blog. I have no excuses for neglecting my blog other than my life is so predictable, bland, and boring I didn't wish to inflict it on any one else.
For those of you who are KORN fans, you'll recognize the lyrics from my title. The words express everything I am feeling at this moment. It is fucking October 30th, and yet the visitors are still flocking to the Park. I realize I am being irrational, that these people are on a joyous vacation, but I'm burned out with answering the same questions over and over. Winter is my recharge time so that I may greet the masses of people in the Spring with a positive attitude and a polite demeanor. When the 50th person asks me where the bathroom is after they have JUST WALKED RIGHT PAST IT i feel like telling them to open their eyes and use their brains and I just bet they can figure it out. Of course I don't do this, as I am a consummate professional, and I smile and answer their question like I do day after day.
Okay, I'm whining. I have a fabulous job. I love my job. But I need a break. Does that make me a bad person?
Then, to top it off, I come home to a messy house, a husband who wants to know whats for dinner and gets upset when I tell him it is whatever he makes himself, and a daughter who is demanding that I take her here and there and buy her everything under the fucking sun. I want to scream and be selfish and tell them I am on a fucking mommy strike as of right now! Your both able to fend for yourselves, so do it, and leave me alone for 5 minutes god damn it all.
I'm tired of doing everything myself. I'm tired of being the responsible one. I'm just plain fucking tired.
My post sucks. I'm a negative little bitch and I deserve to be flogged.
I'll think of something happy when I blog again.
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5 comments:
LOOK! IT'S YOU! I'm so glad you're back. it's not mundane to me.
and your post doesn't suck. come on. you know you deserve venting and a break so take it. take it!
Sounds like a whole lot of giving and no taking. Oh the joys of serving the public and then coming home and serving your family. Tell them to put everything down and cater to your ass for an hour or two and then maybe you can think about making what they want a priority.
Missed you. I think of you every day when I see that lizard card! Thanks again.
I am so glad you're back...I missed you. Oh but wait that means I have to blog again right??!! Arggh ok the challenge is on. As for family and people who are idiots...hey have you been reading my thoughts EXACTLY!!!! Love you and vent on sista!
Holy Crap it's Kodi!!!
Just for the record, I could NEVER do your job. Besides having to deal with tourists, there's the hiking thing, and um yeah, couldn't do it, at all.
FYI, it looks like I'll be in Cedar for New Year's this year. Woo Hoo! Does that make you feel happier? It better. ;)
Big Hugs, hang in there, winter will be fully upon you soon.
You have been missed! I'm glad you could these thoughts to word. I can now just direct my family to read your blog and tell them DITTO!
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